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♥Friday, May 28, 2010 } 10:53 PM

well.
i was actually feeling quite happy just now.
but my mum came in and read my report book.
this is the thing i am always damn angry about.
in term 1 i admit that i always sleep in class, then go out in the afternoon and come home late and sleep late. and it was an evil cycle.
that's why i scored super badly.
so i made up my mind to work hard.
then in term 2. i swear i never go out (other than to eat) to enjoy myself.
i was like a no life freak that never stop studying.
and my results now are better.
so it is obvious that i want to enjoy myself after the exams right?
now that is the problem.
my mum is always like 'you go out too many times already'.
and inside me will always be like 'just shut up lah, i deserve to go out and enjoy myself after pinning myself to the books for so long'.
i mean like, i decided to stay with her because she gives me freedom.
but now the 'freedom' is as good as the last time.
so i might as well go back to bedok to stay with my grandma right?
at least i can also play with my baby cousins that can cheer me up even though its like a jail.
its like, i sleep with only a fan in bedok. but with an air-con here- but i'm like freezing everynight which leads to morning sickness now.
another thing is that now, my auntie also comes in and talk to us about our studies.
and i am the kind of person that if someone comes at me about my studies, I'll be damn annoyed.
i don't know why but i am like this.
this is just me.
you see me quiet or just starring at something or looking around means that i am thinking and observing things around me.
I KNOW MY MISTAKES AND I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT IT.
this is me.
i do appreciate that they care.
but to me, they care too much.
THEY ARE ALWAYS TELLING ME THINGS THAT I ALREADY KNOW AND THAT REALLY ANNOYS ME.
AND THAT IS THE PART THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND ABOUT ME.
THEY DON'T KNOW MY FRIENDS.
THEY ALSO DON'T KNOW THAT TO ME, I LOVE MY FRIENDS MORE THAN FAMILY.
AND WHY?
ISN'T IT OBVIOUS?
WHERE AM I ALWAYS SMILING?
AT HOME?
OR WHEN I'M WITH MY FRIENDS?
WHAT IS MY CHARACTER LIKE?
DO MY FAMILY KNOW?
if they tell me things i don't know even though i am embarrassed. I'm GREATFUL.
but if they tell me something that i keep telling myself. i will want to shout and ask them to shut the fuck up.
this is me.
and that is what they don't know.
MY BEHAVIOUR IN SCHOOL/WITH FRIENDS=CRAZY PERSON.
MY BEHAVIOUR AT HOME/WITH FAMILY=NO LIFE/EMO FREAK.
YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN???
THEY STILL THINK I'M A LITTLE KID.
IF ONLY THEY KNEW.
I'LL BLOG ABOUT THE THINGS I'VE DONE TOMORROW.
WHEN I'VE COOLED.

♥Thursday, May 20, 2010 } 7:18 PM



Me, Celene, Rachel, Sarah, Claudia, Jia Yu, Benedicta, Pearlyn and Seok Kee. :D

♥ } 6:51 PM

hello. :D
exams are OVER!!! :D
okay, i know lahh, its a little too late. xD
well, bio was the last paper...
after that, i went to bugis with xuan and jac. :D
walked and shopped like crazy!!!
sat was boring...
Sunday was Sarah's birthday!!! ^^
met them at vivo and went together with the rest to sentosa.
walked at the beach. :D damn fun!!!
then the guys went home first while we were bathing... xD
anyway ate sushi for dinner with them. :D
was suppose to reach home at 8p.m. but i reached home at about 9p.m. xD
Monday sucked cause its the checking of scripts for CHINESE...
and the bad news is that i failed everything!!! -.-
had breakfast with xuan, jac, cynthia and ben.
Tuesday was post exam activities... as boring as all the post exam activities...
i got a distinction for ccm!!! :D
but not high... =.=
yesterday was the learning journey, ben's birthday and clique's anniversary...
learning journey was at the southern ridges (Henderson wave)... man i missed that place although i went there just before overseas camp. xD
but it was with the class and it was super fun!!! :D
but it sucks getting stalked by ______... xD sealing and su chi knows who. xD
lunch at Seoul garden with clique. (:
today had napfa... did damn badly...
jumped 4 times for standing board jump... then straight away leg pain... xD
did sit ups and not really good. only 31... ): dropped like crazy since last year... ):
collected some results today... okay okay... failed hist... D:

results:
Chinese-paper 1-letter-8.5/20... ):
-compo-20/50... ):
-paper 2-24.5/70... ):
pure geography-25/50... lucky!!!
A maths-69/100... WASTED!!!
social studies-27/50... okay...
history-21/50... ):

♥Saturday, May 8, 2010 } 6:24 PM


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♥ } 5:09 PM

Omg, i listening to officially missing you.
its damn nice.
Hahahs, I'm talking to Xuan now.
its the middle of the exams now.
yesterday had E maths paper 1 and geog.
well, not boasting. :P
hahahs. anyway, it rained here just now, damn scary i swear.
I'm here cause the new episode I've been waiting for have not come out yet. xD
damn sad. ):
hahahs. should i study for chem now?
a little lazy sia...
okay, later...
now i like to ask myself, what now?
those who were with me yesterday afternoon will know what i mean...
Su Chi, Danny and Gladwin should know,
Jia Jun, Benedict and Cassandra might know. xD

i can't wait till after exams!!! omg!!!
well, after bio paper. I'll be going to shop with Xuan and Jac again at Bugis???
Erm... I'll be going to Sarah's birthday celebration at Sentosa... :D
then I'll also be going for fleaflyfofun with Brena and Xuan!!! i can't wait!!! :DD
there are a lot more coming up!!!

Hahahs, happy belated birthday Bernard!!! hope you liked the cream and cake on your face yesterday!!! xD Hahahs.

okay, bye guys. gonna watch more anime then study and make my secret recipe for dinner later... Hahahs. xD

okay okay, I'll listen to Xuan and change my songs. CANNOT BE LAZY!!!

♥Wednesday, May 5, 2010 } 4:34 PM

okay, i am seriously extremely fucking pissed.
if you think i have a split personality, then go ahead.
if you think that i am just trying to act cool, i don't care.
all i know is that i have never shown my this side of me for a VERY long time.
this is for BENEDICT KOH ZHI XIANG, FROM CLASS 2C2.
and i don't give a damn on what happens to him after this. he go commit suicide, i'll just laugh at his corpse. AND GET ON WITH MY LIFE.
THIS WILL STAY HERE UNTIL HE COMES UP TO ME, KNEEL AND SAY SORRY OR BE MY DOG. or at most I just totally forget this ever happened.

this morning, 6.15 a.m.
he woke up saying that he also need to go to school. okay, go lahh. i continue sleeping...
this morning, 7.00 a.m.
i woke up again and found out that he really went to school... OH WELL... how dumb can he be? mr hasmi already said that everyone only the sec 4s and 5s are to report early for their exam... and he don't even fucking know if he got or not. WTF RIGHT???
whats more, he got 1 hour to come back to take his things and go back to school again but he didn't. he called and tell mum that he wants me to bring his bag to school FOR HIM. WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS SIA? HIS DOG AH? KNN.
i close one eye and tell him, to meet me at the bus stop where i alight from 27. HE FUCKING CALLED ME AND GIVE ME THE FUCKING GUAI LAN ATTITUDE. HE THINK HE BIG AH? BODY BIG, BRAIN SMALL AND NOT SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE WHATS THE POINT SIA?!?! SOMEMORE THIS KIND OF ATTITUDE?
of course i help him already and still want me to bring everything TO SCHOOL FOR HIM. he think i his maid ar? FUCK YOU LAH. eh, i bring for him already, i pass to him, NOT EVEN A WORD OF THANK YOU FROM HIM EH. WHO THE FUCK WILL NOT BE ANGRY?
COME ON LAHH. NOW I SEE HIS LIFE IS ALREADY RUINED, THIS KIND OF BEHAVIOUR, THINK HE IS SO COOL AND EVERYDAY ONLY KNOW HOW TO PLAY COMPUTER. WANT TO BE PROGRAMER ALSO NEED TO STUDY RIGHT?! CHI BAI.

♥Monday, May 3, 2010 } 8:50 PM

damn pissed now. =.=
because of one fucking bastard.
bye!

ITS ALL ABOUT ME ♥

THE NAME'S CLARA
ONE YEAR OLDER EVERY 0912
NGEEANNPRIMARYSCHOOL
NGEEANNSECONDARYSCHOOL
BOLD , UNDERLINED , STRIKE


LOVES♥ / DISLIKES

♥loves listening to music.- relaxing.
♥loves to dance.- passion.
♥loves to study.- SOMETIMES.
♥loves to collect keychains and badges.- they're cool.
♥loves to read.- fantasy.
♥loves to watch movies.- to waste time.
♥loves anime.- supernatural.
♥loves swimming.- water.
♥loves cycling.-exercise okay?!
♥loves volleyballing.- fun.
♥loves archery.- shoot.
♥loves bowling.- roll it babe!
♥loves going out with friends.- heart to heart talk/enjoy.
♥loves shopping.- new wardrobe. (:
♥loves parties.- praty time duh!
hates sea.- salty, sickening, sharks, fishes, sucks.
hates durians.- smelly, headache. bad breath.

Desires

Fame.
more friends.
Get into university.
Get a bigger room
going into secondary 3 express
new wallet
take a-maths next year
hand socks.
white skinnies.
BARADES!!!!!.
get A for maths again. maybe A1 this time.
HIM♥
dance going to other countries?
be a better dancer
don't need to go hospital for check ups anymore.
stop killing insects.
improve my mathematics.
play tennis with auntie.
cousins coming back from australia again.june'09, dec'09
dance chalet.
mummy will not tire herself.
daddy will be successful.
get chocolate from those who owe me!!!
do shoulder freeze...!!!

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Escapes

♥♥♥MELISSA.cousin.<3<3<3
♥BRENA.bestie.ex-classmate.<3
♥XUANLIN.bestie.tuna.ex-classmate.<3
♥JACQUELYN.bestie.classmate.<3
♥JIAJUN.kor.<333
♥SUCHI.bestiiee.classmate.<333
♥WENGTAI.gdfriend.<3
♥CLIQUE.EIGHT.<333
♥SARAH.clique.dancemate.<3
♥PEARLYN.clique.dancemate.<3
♥RACHEL-MAK.clique.<3
♥CELENE.clique.classmate.<3
♥RACHEL-GOH.friend.<3
♥LINSHAN.JUNIOR.<3
♥FILZA.mei.dancemate.<3
♥AINI.mei.dancemate.<3
♥KENNETH.di-bro.dancemate.<3
JOLEEN.friend.dancemate.<3
♥CASS-AN-DRA-MAH-MAH.friend.ex-classmate.<3
♥JOANNE.jie.dancemate.<3
♥AMIRA.gdfriend.ex-dancesenior.<3
♥WEETENG.friend.ex-classmate.<3
♥TIA.mei.<3
XUEYUN.niece.dancemate.ex-classmate.
RADIAH.junior.<3
CAROLYN.friend.ex-classmate.dancemate.<3
YANLONG.cutefriend.<3
ZHONGKWANG.friend.<3
JOEL.funnyfriend.<3
XINYAO.gdfriend.dancemate.ex-classmate.<3
ZENN.dancemate.<3
CHINGWEI.friend.ex-classmate.
FAUSTINA.friend.ex-classmate.

Reminisces

October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
August 2010

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